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26Nov

My Trainee Human Toilet

My new toilet arrived, on time and eager to please.
After short chat, he revealed that he hadn’t ever had scat in his mouth.
I made it very clear, if he is my toilet, then he will be used as one. He will take what ever comes. I ordered him to remove all clothing.
He would be here as my toilet and only my toilet today.
He would be used as and when, I needed him.
On his knees, before me, I handcuffed his wrists.
I told him, that when I didn’t need him, he would lie there and wait until I did.
I wanted him to see what was coming, so made him lie under my throne. I attached the cuffs to each side of the throne.
I told him to open his mouth and not to waste any of my piss.
I sat on my throne and peed into his mouth.
There was loads of it, but he was very careful not to spill.
I wanted to make him wait for my scat.
I left him lying there for ten minutes and loved to see how nervous he had become.
I reminded him that to be my toilet, he would have to consume my scat..
Before he could back out I fitted my open mouth gag on him.
There, now you don’t have a choice.
I sat on my throne and enjoyed every minute of watching him squirm for a while.
My scat landed perfectly in his mouth.
As he began to gip, I warned him, if he wasted it, there would be no chance of becoming a toilet for his Mistress.
I told him, I wanted him to allow it all in his mouth and keep it in. Then I wanted him to suck it and when I take the gag off, I wanted him to close his mouth with it inside.
It took a little while but he got there in the end.
He didn’t have to eat it this time, I’m saving it for the next visit.

22Nov

Humiliation and Degradation Session

After a discussion as to how the session will go, I ordered him to undress, present him self to me on his knees.
The sight of him without clothes tickled me and I couldn’t help but laugh.
I led him in to the play room by his lead and hand cuffed his arms above him.
I told him, look into my eyes and repeat after me. “I’m a piece of shit” worried look in his eye, he repeated it.
I told him to repeat after me again “I’m a fucking piece of shit”, he repeated it, so I hit on his cock with my riding crop for swearing.
Again I said repeat after me, “I’m Mistress’s fuck slut”, he became very nervous not knowing what to say, so I hit his cock for trying to miss out the swearing.
I told him to now repeat what I had just said, I found it hilarious that he couldn’t finish one of the sentences.
I gave his cock another hit with the crop.
After a while of telling him how pathetic and useless he was, I fastened him to my inversion table.
I lowered him down backwards and stood over him, telling him he was only fit to worship my arse.
To suck my strap on also, he was in the perfect position to have my cock in his mouth.
I stood him upright but still restrained to the table, I wanted to show him how big the cock was that was going up his arse later. I pushed it in his mouth and said suck!
The next half a hour I spent teasing him and telling him how worthless he was.
I released him from my inversion and ordered him to his knees, I need somewhere to put my feet while I sit On my throne.
He is more useful as a foot stool.
I pointed towards the bench and told him to assume position.
Once strapped down I walked around to the front and pushed my cock In His mouth… “taste before you feel”.
I lubed up my cock and pushed it up him.. To my surprise it went in easily… I could tell… This fuck slut was used to bigger!
I got my my dildo out, lubed it up and pushed it in. Once in I told him I was going to give it ten pumps to inflate it and made him count every one of them.
He could feel that now, I deflated it and began to pump it again, just five pumps this time, as I released him from the bench.
I warned him if the dildo fell out he would be picking it up with his mouth. “now dance about with that up your arse I told him”.
I laughed as the dildo fell out, “pick it up”
He dropped to his knees and picked it up with his mouth. “now suck it” I told him.
While I laughed.

16Nov

Better than I ever imagined – a testimonial

I couldn’t wait to meet Mistress and our session was remarkable and better than i had ever imagined. Here is my story…

I rang the doorbell and within seconds heard the click, clack of high heels walking down the stairs, my heart was pounding. The door opened and i was ushered in like the dog i am, Mistress immediately pointed up the stairs and her commanding voice demanded “up”. As i ascended into her lair, I heard the door shut, the lock click, and Mistress remarking “excellent” in haughty amusement…

At the top of the stairs, my eyes were looking at the floor and i could see Mistress was wearing black patent pointy stilettos, black pvc vinyl trousers and a black leather corset, as i gazed upon Mistress’s face i could see her cruel smile and widened eyes which glimmered with an evil delight. I knew immediately that i would do anything that Mistress demanded.

We entered the chambers and i was undressed by Mistress and told to look at the floor. Once naked Mistress laughed and commented how my disgusting messages had amused her and now we would live out those messages. Mistress pushed my head to the floor and sat on her seat, rolling her ankle round and around, i was hypnotised by her shoes and could see that something was stuck to the sole…

Mistress smirked and commented “Show Mistress how you clean shoes my dirty little slave, there is a treat for you on the sole of my shoe, a dirty little treat, now prove yourself”. I lifted Mistress’ ankle and saw some blackened grimy chewing gum stuck to the sole… i fervently wiped my widened tongue over the sole of her shoe and could taste the grime and grit, i knew these shoes had been used for a night out, and this made me want to work harder to clean them. I was transfixed. The gum had bits in and Mistress enjoyed watching, all the while telling me how good i was, i used my teeth to pick the gum off and the string half remained on the sole and half in my mouth.. i kept picking and swallowed the wad of dirty gum and kept licking the sole clean…

Mistress was very amused and kept laughing at me, and remarking that she was enjoying herself.

Mistress stood up smiling and i was allowed to worship her pvc clad legs, as i looked up, Mistress was smiling and picking her nose… “now slave, i want you to beg for the bogeys I pull from my nose”, i begged and opened my mouth as Mistress laughed and pulled a mixture of crusty and slimy chunks of snot from her nose…. she wiped her fingernails over my tongue and i was made to chew them before swallowing. Mistress chuckled and commented that she would collect all of her bogeys from now onwards and feed me the “bogey apple” during our next session.. i was also eager to open my mouth when Mistress snorted and coughed up a thick chunk of green spit… and as it dropped into my mouth i could not wait to swallow and say thank you.

I was powerless and agreed to do anything for Mistress, to lick anything off her shoes… mistress laughed and made me crawl to her back garden…. “lets get these shoes dirty then”, mistress walked outside in the rain and collected mud and filth from her patio… i lay on my back and mistress wiped the sole over my tongue… I was grateful to be allowed to swallow the filth from her soles and begged for our next session to be outside so i can clean grass and mud off her shoes.

I crawled back inside and Mistress was kind enough to chew a doughnut and spit it into my mouth, whilst i swallowed her chewed up waste, Mistress spat more onto the floor and crushed it under her shoe. As i ate from the sole of her shoe, Mistress laughed and i just licked as hard as i could.. i wanted to please my Mistress.

Mistress ordered me to lay on my back and whilst seated she crushed my cock under he shoes… hard… i was told not to touch her leg and to keep my hands down.. Mistress laughed and squished my cock like a cigarette butt.. laughing as i squirmed and lifted my arms… “hands down.. do not touch whist i administrator pain…” Mistress laughed. Mistress looked at me and i replied “thank you”…

As i squirmed i agreed to do anything for My Mistress and i was told i had a long list of training to undergo….

Mistress wants to teach me how to suck cock so i can be pimped out during session to provide blow jobs to her other slaves for a fee… i want Mistress to have everything so i agreed… i also agreed to lick clean a used ashtray used by her and her friends…. the session cane to an end after i was inverted on the wall and Mistress pissed on my face as she wanked until i came straight into my own mouth… after 5 days there was a lot and I swallowed it all.. I was again locked in chastity and Mistress confirmed that i had been accepted for a second session.. my yearning for learning continues…

15Nov

My new slave in training

Dressed in patent PVC trousers and patent PVC stilettos, I opened the door to my new bogey eating sole licking slave.
He brought the list of items, he was told to bring, custard doughnuts, raisins, chewing gum, chocolate and stale bread.
I led him into the play room and stood him in front of the mirror.
I slowly took off his clothing, whilst staring into his eyes, I asked him if he wanted to please his mistress, he said he did.
I sat on my chair and show Mistress how much you want to please her, as I picked the bogeys out of my nose.
He got very excited at the sight of the bogey on my finger nail when I showed him first, before scraping the bogey on his tongue. I couldn’t stop laughing.
I did this a few more times until they were gone. Chew it I told him.
I had chewing gum stuck to the sole of my shoe. I said “you do want to please me don’t you”? Eagerly he said yes.
I told him to clean the sole of my shoes ,
I mean everything. He licked up and down the sole eating the chewing gum. I loved the fact I could make him do anything I wanted.
I stood up and bent over, I covered his mouth with my bum and farted into his Mouth, I told him not to move I wanted him to swallow it.
This amused me no end.
He said he would lick anything off my shoes, even if I had walked out side.
It could be arranged I told him.
I made him follow me out of the back door naked.
I walked up and down my balcony lifting up the sole of my foot before coming back in the door. Lick it I told him. He loved licking my soles clean.
I led him back into the play room. Laid on the floor I stood on his cock, while laughing sat him. I want your legs up against the wall in position to be able to catch your own spunk when you cum.
Before that I want you to open your mouth and drink my piss.
I crouched down and peed Into his mouth before making him catch his own spunk as it shot out.

08Nov

Slave Initiation – Part 1

As I placed a collar around his neck, I reminded my slave, this was the beginning of his initiation period.
I informed him that to learn how to Serve his Mistress, to the best of his ability, this Initiation would carry on over the next few weeks. I ordered him to his knees and instructed him to lick my boots.
As he put my stiletto in his mouth, I told him to stop and beg me to allow him to be my slave, while looking into my eyes.
He begged “Please Mistress, please allow me to serve you, please”
I told him to carry on licking my boots, I told him to clean the soles of my boots.
When he had licked the soles clean I made him stop and beg again.
I told him that he needed to learn how to suck cock, if he was going to be of any use to me.
I pointed towards my strap on and told him to put the tip in his mouth.
He was keen to please me, so I took my strap on our of his mouth and told him to beg me again.
I pushed my cock back into his mouth,
I loved the sound of him gagging as I pulled his head to wards me.
Suck it, like you want it, I said..
I could see just how much he enjoyed, sucking cock.
He couldn’t get enough of it…
I instructed him to follow me into the play room , where I stood in front of the full length mirror , with him on his knees.
I’m going to film you sucking cock I told him as I put a mask over his head.
He was more than happy to please Mistress.
As soon as the camera was recording, I ordered him to impress me… I told him, I would turn him into a cock sucking slave and use him in my sessions.
There was a lot of work to be done first,, I couldn’t present him to anyone, looking like he did.
I weighed him and gave him a target of 4lbs to lose in the first week.
We will see how dedicated you are, I said.
I wanted to see how far he was willing to go for his Mistress.
I told him I am going to dress you up as a slut and video you sucking my cock.
He was so desperate to be come my slave, I could of done anything to him.
I fastened the bra around him, pulled up the black nylon stockings. With lace knickers.
A black low cut, wet look dress. I filled the bra with padding.
I told him to try some shoes on, pulling on a blonde wig, before I allowed him to admire my handy work in the mirror.
I finished him off with bright red lipstick.
Stood in front of the full length mirror, he was speechless.
It was as though, he had finally found his calling and a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.
I allowed him to look at the cock sucker in front of him for a while, before asking him how he felt.
His reply just confirmed what I all ready new. “” this is me, he said, I feel like I’m in my right place, this is where I should be”
“I feel 20 years younger he said”
The next half an hour was spent filming him sucking cock and training him to walk in ladies shoes.
With permission he swapped the blonde wig to a brunette
He was definately a brunette.
Before he was allowed to go home, he had to tidy up the sissy room and hang up the clothes. Just when he thought he was finished I made a mess of the clothes as I needed to find stockings.
Start again I said.
He didn’t want to take the slut clothing off…
As the session came to an end, I gave him his tasks of purchasing some ladies clothing and shoes for his next session.

04Nov

Testimonial – first time visiting a Mistress

My first time every visiting a Mistress. So happy i found Mistress Ella. What an experience.
I have always fantasised about seeing a Mistress but never had the courage. I have an interest in toilet training so finding the right Mistress was hard. Finally, my searches kept on bringing me to Mistress Ella’s site. Eventually i plucked up the courage to go and see her.
The drive over was the most nervous drive ever. So many thoughts going through my head. Not knowing at all what to expect. Finally i pulled up. Easy parking so no need to worry. Sitting in the car i started to shake. I have NEVER been this scared.
Finally, after a few minutes wait with my own thoughts, I was told to enter. Greeting me at the door was a stunning goddess of a woman. Told me to go upstairs. Standing at the top of the stairs was myself shaking. She quickly made me feel comfortable as she could see i was petrified. Explaining the session and going through the do’s and do nots. Finally she told me to go and undress. At this point i was absolutely petrified. So scared of what was to come.
Boot worship, nipple play, spanking then onto the thing ive been fantasising about…. toilet play.
I had never done anything like this before so was unsure how i was going to cope. Mistress read my feelings without asking, making me feel comfortable. But at the same time, pushing my boundaries and making me go further than i would have thought possible. I am SO excited for next time. Hopefully i will be better at the task in hand.
Thank you again Mistress Ella. Look forward to seeing you soon. Xx

03Nov

A Testimonial – preparation is everything

I can’t afford to session very often, so I choose the Mistresses I session with very carefully. There isn’t much worse than paying out hard earned money for a session and not enjoying it, so I tend to do some research before booking a session.

I was intrigued by Mistress Ella’s website and her tweets. She obviously has a very high level of intelligence and a clear understanding of the D/s synergy and fetishes. I booked a session and Mistress Ella told me to send her a concise email outlining my session preferences and hard limits. I told Mistress that I like as much humiliation and degradation as possible as long as it is safe, and that I preferred Mistress to decide how to achieve that.

Wow! Although the session was an hour long, it rapidly became clear that Mistress had spent a lot longer than that preparing for the session. She is an absolute perfectionist. Others have said that Mistress Ella leaves no stones unturned in pursuit of the perfect session. There are no unturned stones in Mistress Ella’s domain.

At the start of the session, I kneeled naked in front of this beautiful statuesque Goddess and she ordered me to open my mouth. She spat straight into my mouth and simultaneously yanked at a cord tied around my balls, ordering me to swallow. That happened several times during the session.

Mistress sat on her throne and ordered me to fetch a sandwich from the fridge. As I knelt at her feet, she chewed the sandwich then spat the chewed food into my mouth and ordered me to eat it while looking into her eyes. Mistress spat the entire chewed sandwich into my mouth in what was the most intensely erotic experience I’ve ever had.

I was then ordered to remove Mistress’s shoes and worship her feet. Mistress told me she had just been for a 5 mile run, and although her feet were clean, they were very sweaty and had a strong natural aroma, which I loved. Mistress made me look into her eyes while I licked and sucked her feet clean. Her smile and the glint in her eyes told me that she was loving the control she had over me.

I was then ordered to lay on the floor and open my mouth wide. To my surprise (but delight) Mistress farted into my mouth and squeezed my balls. She stayed there long enough to ensure I had to breathe out through my nose, thereby getting the full scent and taste. This is exactly the kind of humiliation that I crave.

Mistress then sat on her toilet seat and told me to lay underneath it with my mouth open. She told me she was going to pee into my mouth and that I would be punished if there was any spillage. In spite of my best efforts, I couldn’t keep up with the deluge, and true to her word, Mistress punished me by strapping me to her bench and caning me. It hurt but I deserved it. And needed it.

After thanking Mistress for my punishment and guidance I was strapped the the cross. Mistress applied nipple clamps to my nipples and slowly increased the tension while giving me intense verbal humiliation, while ordering me to look directly into her beautiful eyes. She then attached the e-stim to my cock, slowly increasing the intensity while verbally humiliating me and I came to the most shuddering, explosive climax I’ve ever experienced.

Although the I’d paid for an hour, the session overran slightly, which impressed me. A Mistress who doesn’t keep a close eye on the clock is a rarity. Mistress Ella’s entire focus is on providing and enjoying the best possible experience. She achieves that in abundance.

Looking forward to my next visit very much!

02Nov

A Testimonial – an amazing experience and a high

Had a great session with Mistress Ella.

Communications were really easy, quick phone call and a 60 minute booking was arranged for 45 minutes later.
Premises were easy to find close to the centre of Huddersfield and parking was easy in a safe area.

Mistress took me upstairs, and although conversational, was already getting me in the zone with her voice and dominant demeanour. I could see a kitchen and 3 rooms although there may be more – a bedroom (sissy room?), medical type room with a sort of dentist chair, and the dungeon. The dungeon was a reasonable size and quite well equipped – cage, spanking bench, St Andrews Cross, loads of whips, canes, paddles, torture implements etc. It was nicely decorated in red and black and dimly lit.

Mistress got me to undress in the bedroom, present myself in the hall, clarified my BDSM interests, then led me into the dungeon. What followed was a whirlwind of the activities discussed, where she carefully pushed me into subspace, to the point where I could take so much more than usual.

I was tied to the cross and Mistress went to work on my nipples with a variety of implements, followed by a little CBT, choking, and generally roughing me up.

I was then moved across to her throne and made to worship her cock and boots all the way up. I think what got me into subspace was the way Mistress seemed to be enjoying everything that was going on, and almost getting off on it. Her dirty talk was superb and she kept in role so nicely that I had now drifted into that one.

I was moved to the spanking bench where Mistress expertly slipped her cock in and shagged me senseless to the point where I had 3 prostate orgasms. All the while with lots of attention to my nipples.

Then out came the floggers and a wonderful caning, where i was able to be hit hard enough to mark and whelt my bottom, something I’ve always wanted to achieve. What also helped was that the hits were very accurate and swapped from cheek to cheek.

Then into the medical room where I got to worship Mistress’s body and amazing boobs, and finally into bedroom to finish me off.
All in all an amazing experience and high.

28Oct

Fantastic session!

I let my slave in and ordered him to keep his eyes on the floor.
“Only look up when I allow you to”
I sat on my throne and ordered him to his knees, to worship my boots.
He loved allowing the stiletto to go to the back of his throat.
After a while, I led him into the play room.
He new what was coming once I’d attached him to my St Andrews Cross.
I squeezed his nipples as I whispered to him: “Take it!”
I attached pegs to his balls and nipple clamps to his balls.

After I had had my fun I strapped him to the bench before lubing him up.
I stood in front of a him and ordered him to suck my cock. He loved it, feeling my strap on go down his throat, he couldn’t get enough…
He was so excited at the thought of having my strap on inside him..
He loved every minute of being fucked.
I took him into the medical room, it was time to feel the electrics around his cock.
I could see he was worried, just by the look on his face, as I attached my e-stim to his cock.
I slowly turned it up just enough, each time. I wanted him to feel every bit of this….
After a short while, I could see he had relaxed and was enjoying it, just as I was about to go up the last notch, he started to beg “Please Mistress may I come?” He had the best climax he’d ever had.

18Oct

Spanking Session

My half an hour spanking session client arrived at the door.
I opened the door and ordered him to get on his hands and knees.
I directed him up the stairs, he went up squirming and begging “please Mistress I’m not going over your knee”
I reminded him I will do what ever I like.
Still begging I ordered him over my knee.
As I began to pull his pants down, he was egging.me again,
“please no, I might smell” I told him how embarrassing for him it would be if he did, dirty, smelly pig.
I spanked his bum wearing my leather gloves, he was wriggling about trying to get free., No chance of that when I have a hold of you!